You know when your just so bored that you don't know what to do? Well that is how I'm feeling right now. I mean its the end of Christmas break and I'm kinda looking forward to going back to school. I mean i know the guy i just met doesn't go to our school but at least at school i have things to take my mind off of him. He is just so nice and funny and sweet and i dunno just an overall guy who you could tell anything to and not be scared of what he would say. And yet i still hide in the dark. Then again i hide in the dark so much that its kinda hard to tell when I'm not hiding, but this guy makes me feel carefree. Like I'm not hiding the fact that i haven't had a good nights rest in weeks or that my depression is sometimes getting the better of me. I feel like i can just relax and be a teen. Not the girl who is trying to fight the depression she feels everyday.
Well rant over and to tell the truth i could care less if anyone reads this.
