Dog Sitting

Just saying it reminds me that i no longer have a dog to call my own. Yes i am watching a dog for the week but that doesn't make her my dog. This dog is small and round. My dog was big and strong and everything i needed. I find my self moving boyfriend to boyfriend looking for some one who can be that person for me but what i think i really need is a new dog who can be my friend. I am try so hard to put my doggy in the past but she was the only one i could really talk to. I mean she was the first person to know about my depression, first one to knew i cut, first one to hear me cry, first one to be there for me. I really want to bring her back but i know that she is safe and sound where every she is. And i know just like the other people i have lost is always watching me. I guess i should try to talk about what i wanted to anyway.

The Dog i am watching is very lazies i mean she sleeps like all day and then even at night as well how does she do it. I think its cuz of her age, but then again i don't even know how old she is. Oh well.

Later people.

Summer

Hello,

I am writing again. I find myself in a weird mood. I don't know how I feel. I mean I'm happy with the guy I am with but at the same time I really like this other guy and I don't know what I want. We both live far away so we wouldn't be able to see each other a lot which wouldn't be to bad but I do like to cuddle and have dates or just go out and hang with friends. I guess I'm stuck where I am.

Later people.